In the month since I saw you last my mind has helplessly circled over and over the memories of our short time together. Everything from the way it felt as we danced to waking up in your arms. I miss the romance of our short tryst. I’m not very good with keeping in contact, but there’s a tension in the way we text. It’s as if we’re both saying “I’ve been thinking about you, are you thinking of me ?” and replying with, “don’t forget me.”
I’m trying to decide if my constant reflection of the events mean I have feelings. Are these butterflies that rise up just boredom, or am I simply processing what I tried hard to block back then ? I’m left with so many questions. Am I reading the tension properly? Is this a sign that you have feelings? Are these signs that whatever happened we’re both looking to pick up where we left off when we’re reunited?
The phone call was unexpected, even if you asked. What does that mean? It was a short call but it has my head spinning. I am developing feelings ?